word vomit

so graduation is just around the corner and I just had my first senioritis freak out this past week. I came back from spring break, which was AMAZING to say the least, and had way more on my plate than I had expected! There were 3 papers and a mid term all in one week and I hadn't planned for any of these! On top of all this work, I was constantly thinking about what happens when I do graduate, since its only a mere 48ish days away!!! I still haven't heard from Memphis about grad school, and I don't know when I will... that's the most nerve wrecking thing about this whole thing! I have a plan, but its on hold... all thanks to them in the admissions office!! Not fair! It just seemed to me that everything is moving soo fast and forward and I am kinda stuck you could say since I don't know what my next move is going to be! I feel so much better after talking to my wonderful boyfriend and best friend from home! First freak out about my future complete!

I am also anxiously awaiting Easter because I am going home and Eric will be in town as well! I am so super excited about this, it has been about 2 months since we've seen each other! I will be taking a lot of my stuff home from school at this time and that makes this college graduation thing a whole lot more real!

On Monday I am going back to see my children and finish up my service learning hours for class. I love going in there every time and seeing them because they get to excited to see me! I miss seeing them every day and knowing about their lives. I hope that this is not the last time that I get to see them though, I will make a conscience (sp?) effort to see them a couple more times before I go home for good.

On a much more positive note, the weather is finally changing to warm! I actually wore shorts and flip flops yesterday!! The warm weather will definitely help my mood and make me feel better!

Now that this is way longer than I expected and I'm sure you don't care to hear any more... until next time...